Y Wednesday, September 15, 2004Y
2:57 AM
nOrmaLLy i woUld be late fOr schOOl aNd woUld alwaYS pUt mY freNs plaNe..bUt nOt todaY... it tUrns oUt that tOday i reacHed tHe earLiest.. cOs i seT thE aLarm at six oclock..juS tO be On tiMe to caTch thE saMe buS..aS hIm...bUt i nV did geT tO seE hIm at thE bus stOp...haiz..he toOk the later bUs..
buT weLL maybe heaVen toOk piTy oN me..i saW hiM oUtsIde schoOL bUs stoP..bUT he dInt see me..which was goOd i think.. i caN seE hiM frOm far..thiS feeLing is really wierd..hai..the feeLing of "yOu aRE so near yet sO far..sO clOse yeT so coLd..."
i coUld oNly waTch hiM walKed paSt Me...watCh hIm walKed iNto thE schoOl..anD oNly to loOk at his diSmInisHing shadoW...
i oNly wisH to say "i miss yOu dear"
