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Y Tuesday, September 21, 2004Y
4:25 PM
hmmm tOdaY my lesSoNs starts at 2..bUt wE mEt at 11 tO stUdy...heE..dUnnO wHy whEn we stUdy tgT alwAYs gOt argUemeNts abOut tHE coNcepTs aNd thE wAy we UndeRstaNd thE toPic..hee..jaV juS dUnnO wHy AE=Y whIle maKo iNsist thaT a iNcrease in T woUld lead tO a iNcrease in Y..hmm...bOth of theM created sOme laughter thoUgh..hee..bUt its okz..coS itS all a part of leaRning...i learN frOm yOu aNd yOU learn frOm me...hmmz...

gOt eCOns test tOday...weLL liKe whaT tHe teaCher saId, itS slIghTly easier tHan paPer oNe lohz..hOpe i caN dO weLL iN thIS papeR..i waN tO puLL mY paPer oNe up...hmmmz...hoPe everyONe wiLL dO weLL iN thIs paper lolz cOs iTs geTtiNg neaR tO thE fInaLs..wE neeD aLL thE maRks we cAn get!!heez

hmmm...faBius caLLed tOday! sO sUrpRised...heeZ...a long tIme nO seeN coLLeguE..hE is quIte oK...nOt wHat mY pOly frEns tHink lolz...bUt nvM cOs yOu cAnt eXpeCt eVerYoNe tO liKe evEryoNe..hmmmz..

heArd anOther sAd neWs todAy...mY freN mSg me, sayIng he brOke uP with hIs gf le..haI..whY dO mY suRrOundiNg cOuple frEns breAk uP oNe aftEr aNotheR? haI..iS thEre reaLLY nO laStiNg relatIoNshIp? mY frEn likEs mY spiRit towarDS bt...bUt tHE tHing iS...wiLL Bt bE toUched? wiLL hE bE moVEd? haizz... tHOugh aS mUch aS i woUld liKE hIm tO knoW my feeLings, i stiLL fear... feAr Of sOme uNeXplaInaBle tHIngs...haiz...

arE yOu asLeeP yeT mY deAr? hMmm... nO matteR what yOu arE doIng, nO mattEr hOw fAr yOu arE fRom me, nO mattEr hOw bUSY i am, yOu arE nEver faR awAy fRoM mY tHoughTs.. iTs aLL cOs i stiLL lOve yOu... nO mattEr hOw stupId I mAy seeMed tO othErs, sO lOng as I fInd it wortHy,i wiLL dO it...i wiLL haNg On (stupidLy if aNyonE thInks so) tiLL i aM tired oF trYing... tiLL i see yOu iN thE crUddlE of a aNother gEr... i Know mY heaRt wiLL breaK oNce mOre if i seE yOu liKe that, bUt i gUess yoU goT the rIght tO lOve sOmeoNe eLse...haiz...

bTw i nOt mad k? i jUs waNna vOice tHIngs oUt fRom thE botTom oF my heaRt... coS i knOW tHE oNe i loVe wiLL nOt bE readIng mY blOg cOS hE doEsnt evEn kNow tt it eXists...hE dOEsnt eVen knOW hOW mucH he mattErs tO me...