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Y Friday, October 29, 2004Y
2:53 PM
hmmm its been 5 days since i last msged him..but nvm... that msg woke me up..made me real up to reality... its ok... i would still wan to know how he is doing..still would like to look him from far without his knowledge... i am not a stalker.. i know we will be awkard and i dun wan that....

but i am ok..maybe cos i have tried my best yet i still failed... but nvm la... he has moved on..he is happy now... and i will try to be happy for him... at least i have frens ard me giving me constant support... =)

haha i bought a bracelet and anklet for myself yesterday..heez... must dote on myself mah... i am going to find the lost key to my smile back again... i will be stronger than wat i appear to be...haha...