Y Sunday, November 21, 2004Y
1:05 PM
Jus as i was leaving for work, my phone rang... its him!!! haha~ jus as expected he accidentally pressed the wrong no..hmm nvm la... hai~ i was wondering where was he going early in the morning...
Late le late le..must hurry to the bus stop.. Oops my bus come le so i hurry hurry and guess wat? i saw him!! OMG! i saw him at the bus stop but i pretended i din see him and board the bus immediately...so mean right? but i dunno how to react..everything jus happened so fast! what should i do? i dun even know at all..
A few stops later i need to change bus...OMG i saw him again..he is in 963 and his bus wass jus jus in front of my bus 180...our eyes jus met for that spilt second... jus as i board the 180 and was abt to tap my card, i saw him turned ard to look at my bus no... i was so happy... yet confused..why would he wanna do that? hai~
hmmm dunno whether seeing him is a good thing not? i guess its a mixture of both bah..cos i am v sad that we seem to be strangers..hai~ so i msg him... well in the end i cried my eyes out again~ silly hor? seeing him again is like "reopening" my wounds... of course my wounds heal a bit here and there..but thru out these few months, he have unintentionally opened up my wounds repeatively w.o his own knowledge... the cut jus get deeper and deeper... i miss him so much and hai~ i only can say.. i still love him~
i rmm in his msg, he ask me to take care and study hard and see me some day.. some day..when is that some day going to come? is it ever going to come?
