Y Monday, March 21, 2005Y
2:19 PM
does romance in the fairy-tale world exists? is there ever-lasting love in this reality world? had a talk with meI chie...we talked about the lives in jC and how we changed over these 2 to 3 years.. come to think of it.. i think we were very childish at that time? haha ..cos we three, me mie chie and leona, were like ... so proud of our bad temper and we were practically rejoicing when our bfs cannot tahan us? hmm hee.. and we agreed that we could see ourselves in Hao Mei De? haha so cute.. hmm but to me, so long as we grow and change for the better, isnt is great and worth a pat on the shoulders? and of course there is a price to pay la.. hmm well anyway no one knows what in store for us in future.. so hmm let nature takes it own course bah... =)
my dear darling.. dun act happy if u are not.. you are already very strong.. if he is my bf.. maybe i would not have hang on for so long ? hmm but remember i would be here for you de.. hmm haiz.. do give it a thorough thought bah cos.. he is bound to feel sad too... but.. dun drInk cos u are too high le... diaoz lo.. i got it through le.. so can you!! jIa yOu!! muacKzZzz
hmm haven been studying these days.. must settle down soon le.. someone pls switch on my study mode for me.. if not i will die until very ugly when doing the major paper...hmm listen to some songs today which happened to stir some of the sad feelings..hee but nvm.. i will be strong wor.. hee.. actually i think i very strong le la.. i watched the repeated Zhen Qing.. i also cry.. am i such a cry baby?? i dun think so wor.. jus that the scene very touching and its soOoo life threatening.. fancy some fatal accident happening on a joyful ocassion like Christmas.. haiz.. omg..
i will not hate but try to empathize.. but i need time.. thats all
