Y Saturday, March 05, 2005Y
1:48 AM
dunno why lay... but i feel a bit bit de moody these few days..haiz.. why huh? i rmm Zhan Hong used to comment in my testimontial that though he is a long-time friend of mine, he at times dun seem to understand me at all.. haha he said maybe only bT can understand me..well i guess its true to a certain extent bah.. cos its like me and Bt get to communcitate everyday unlike me and Zh..but well.. its in the past le bah..today is the 8th month of our break up..my mind would jus go back to what happened when he wanted a break up and whatwe said.. especially on what he said.. =)yesterday i did poorly for my econs test..well... ha.. it only seems ann knew how i felt.. its not totally on how much i would get.. i know i should learn from the mistake and dun commit it during the major paper.. but the thing is do you think the major paper would give u sth similar again? when the qns are limited and their marks weighage are heavy? i think they would rather let you try sth different.. maybe this is his way of consoling? ha..i dunno..i am jus so disappointed in myself.. i only dun feel like talking when i feel down.. is it wrong? does it mean i am wierd? haiz.. sometimes ppl are so unfair.. they can be moody when they are down..they can dun talk dun entertain ppl when they are down..but i merely jus walked faster..dun wan to talk.. and i am considered dao..weird..wateverla...had a chat with joanne.. hee.. nice talking to her..haha..chat till i wanna sleep cos of tiredness..not cos of boredom ok! haha..yup hee felt a lot lot better and happier after talking to her.. talked abt sad and happy things.. the conversation somehow released the stress from me..haha.. today is going to be the actual role play of mine le..hee oOps but i haven memorise my scripts..tired tired..today i finally get to sleep till 9...so good wor..feel like sleeping somemore? hee.. *oink oink* but nah.. i promise myself to pack my room and to memorise the script.. today my F&C got swimming..omg.. how!! i dun wan to swim in school!! so pai sei.. got to meet xin mei ard 10pm to help her with survey..hmm heard from ann that she has been staying late in school wor..yoz babe.. if u happen to read this ..take good care of yourself ok! dun be too stress la... miss ya lots.. hee.. mei cheng, cheer up ok! i know you feel v sianz about the grades you get..hmm i dunno how to help you but i will pray for you ok! dun be so pessimistic about it ok? *hugs*
