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Y Tuesday, March 22, 2005Y
4:51 AM
hmm was studying and tuning in to the songs.. hmm when deSmoNd msg me.. hee..hmm he is one good guy wor.. hee... hmm but jus a lamer.. hmm aiya i dunno why lay.. but today i kept thinking back on the past.. during my jC days..

ok i shall start with deSmond.. he is really one nice guy.. he came to join my class only in j2.. hmm and the thing is.. he happened to be my 3rd's fren.. haha and we clicked on well...i would always siao jiao for him to buy me ovaltines? haha and well .. he would always buy? hahaha hmm and sometimes he would help me carry my bag and books ard in the school.. so nice of him.. hee but i think i always bully him? hmm sad... haha but no la i very good to him also de.. hmm i rmm we used to talk on phone at times when he is feeling down or i am toubled? but now seldom le.. cos he is in NS le.. hmm but nvm.. the friendship is as strong, if not better... hee..

then its my aNgel~ darling.. hee.. i rmm when i was in j1, i was very scared of ppl tickling me.. and hmm ya.. she would ALWAYS deliberately tickle me and made me scream? haha hmm she seek her fun there huh? haha but dunno how also.. we started calling each other darlings till now.. hee.. she is a good fren and a great outing organiser... i rmm when i was j2 she bought a stalk of rose for me on my bday.. maN i was so touched wor.. hee.. thanks ger! though the flower is like.. dunno where le.. but the memory stays in my heart forever.. hee..though we haven see each other for long.. but.. frens we are still! yup! and i miss you dariNg~~ hee.. very happy to know that she has found someone loving from the our class KeL..hee.. may you and him be ever-lasting always and ever-loving too! muAckz..

hmm lastly its my good frens mei chie and leona.. hmm sad to say, there are a number of times we had conflicts with one another.. but well i am glad that now we are still good friends that remian in touch till now.. i dunno lay.. i cherished the times we were together that two years..maybe its so happened that we are attached at the same time and we know each other's bf and we got common topics to bitch about? there were quarrels and tears among the three of us.. but it only bond us closer? hmm dunno lay.. jus wished for time to go back and to start everything again once more in a more mature way.. but now everyone seems to be so caught up with their new life now.. haiz..its so hard to meet up now.. arghh...

how i wished things would not change so drastically.. hmm feel a bit de san gan when i watched the vcd we record for the teachers and the song we sang in jC days.. hmm i missed my frens suddenly.. i wanna go back to jC suddenly.. jus to be close to them once more.. i wan everybody to stay the same as 2 years ago.. i dun wan to see anyone to break with who or who to hurt who or who to bully who or who not to friend who!! arghh.. haiz.. but well like i used to say to kAr cHang, people will change! hmm watever la...