Y Sunday, March 13, 2005Y
3:43 AM
phew~ finallY!!! i can finally say bye bye to my projects and presentation!! jus ended all my projects and presentations and all those common tests... and a big heLLo to my final year exams.. OMG!!! haiz... life is soOoooo stressful!!
hee well though there is no more projects and presentations to be rushed, i feel so uneasy suddenly.. so lost.. dunno what to do with my time.. haha but luckily javine asked us out!! and its SHOPPING time!!! heez.. my great stress reliever wor!!! hee luckily today didn't spend much but hee i am quite happy with whatever i have bought!!! =)
went out with kerrie, jav and wendy.. well kerrie left earlier to meet her buddy~ hmm hope things would turn out well for both parities! me and the two gers continue to shop shop shop!! hee ate a lot of food today wor.. fat fat again.. but nvm... time to chill out!! had dinner ar lucky plaza and then we jus talked and talked.. haha it was great fun and jav and wendy had a good laugh when i demo how i use vuglarity???? diaoz lo.. jav was shocked that i would use such language in the past and wendy was sOOooo amused by the way i say it that she laughed till tears rolled down her cheeks!! and its really tears lo!!!!!!! omg.. got so funny meh??? heex.. lame lame..
this coming wed, jav going to join wendy and eileen for clubbing..haha she was practically trying to brainwash me wanting me to join them... diaoz... hmm well i will go... but one day la.. not now... wahahaha~
watched hITch yesterday with BT~ hmm nice show though its not that v v v v funny lohz.. hmm dunno lay... jus feel mixed up when i see him so happy.. of course i am happy for him cos he seems to be v content and happy with his current life now... but its like... i nv once existed in his life???? haiz.. i dunno how to say lay... in the past when we were together, i would feel that his parents come first then his grandma then his frens and then me.. now... its his parents then his frens then his grandma and of course i am being kicked out of the picture long long ago... ha~ but well people do change over time... jus hope he is happy and may he be happy always bah.. haiz though i would really really like to know have i ever existed in his life??
sometimes i think i dun even understand myself.. this person is so different from others.. only make me so confused.. ha.. hot and cold hot and cold... v fun meh? diaoz lo... wat u wan???? aiyo!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!
