went to the pasar malam as decided on saturday.. hmm supposed to go with mei cheng de.. but to my pleasant surprise, i saw ah mei toO! hee.. glad to see her cos hmm long long time nv see her le.. i dunno why but she lives the nearest to me and yet i didnt see her for the longest period of time.. as for mei cheng and joanne, at least still got msg here and there or chit chat bah.. smelly ah mei.. nv care abt me le.. haha kidding laz.. xin mei i know u sure say i also nv care u de blah blah blah... haha ..r.u.b.b.i.s.h.

anyway we three gers very the wu liao.. walked to and fro the stretch of the pasar malam.. jus keep walking on and on cos well nth interests us le bah.. bought some food and drinks.. well there was this uncle who is a bit scary? asked why we nv buy the food from him? asked if we want to buy more? well actually he wanted to be friendly bah.. but his approach..cannot make it! haha.. scare us off only.. then when me and xin mei wanna go home, we got to take another route so as to avoid bypassing that uncle.. diaoz..

on the way home, me and xin mei went talking about a show aired on channel 8 9pm show.. we were talking about the Sheng cos in the show he killed someone ma.. so i was like asking xin mei "huh why he go jail huh? he kill who huh?" then guess wat? this guy who has tatoos on his arm turned around and said to us "ya lo.. he killed someone.. went to jail.. killed someone.." whoa he scared us sia.. then i merely smiled at him in acknowledgement and quickly moved on.. then xin mei even asked me is he my fren? hello ger.. u very cute lo.. he so beng, so scary with a wife and a infant.. how would i get to know him? *faint faint*

i wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna kill someone le.. my cousin.. well on new year we took photos with his hp... and well now.. this guy wanna my no.. and my stupid cousin use his fren's hp to call me! so nw the guy got my no.. and mon suppose to meet my cousin and him i guess.. kaoz.. $%^&*&* aiya come on la.. i may be single or may be left on the shelf..but haiz.. i am not ready yet to meet anyone new.. i am still trying to heal something that should be heal long ago.. maybe.. maybe i jus dun wanna say good bye to some ppl or some memories bah..

met up with desmond last night... supposingly to meet for dinner de..but well the camp... like wat angeL~darling say.. army suxs..haha.. he got delayed and well we met for supper instead..buts its okie la.. hee.. we very wu liao.. no midnight show to catch no place to walk.. and we walked aimlessing ard the neighbourhood and saw a few cockroaches..haha.. got to say sorry to desmond's ears though..haha..*blush* hee.. we naughty naughty nothing to do.. so we went to buy 6 cans of beer to drink at the playground.. yucks.. keep burping.. haha... but its nice to sit there and drink and chit chat.. really enjoyed myself wor! heez..

this morning xin mei msg me.. cos she saw him.. dunno why my heart jus missed a beat upon seeing his name.. btw.. ger u spelt wrongly ok..haha.. u left out a "h" but its ok la.. haha.. hmm.. thanks for ya updates in his life.. well... glad that his future looks bright for now.. and congrats to him!! =)

* dreams do come true if u believe.. i am still holding on to my dreams*