Y Wednesday, May 11, 2005Y
4:02 PM
Whats really in your mind? i really do not have the faintest idea. To some, you are trying to be friends.. but to me.. i think you are just confusing yourself and me. I don't think you ever thought of having the friendship between us. Or rather, its a bit impossible. Cause you know some things le and that allow you to have the trumph card in hand. But i am tired. Tired to be thought of only when you needed help or when your friends are busy. Now that you know more friends through your friends, now that you have more entertainment for you to call for... you no longer need me as your "friend". Before and after whatever have happened, i still envy your friends. Because i never seem to be as important as them. Not once a moment. Not even now that i am your "friend".
