halfway through my dinnner with hOney, my godmother called to say that my grandmother fell down and was landed in the hospital.. haiz.. i think this is the second time she fell down le.. pia cab down to the hospital after work...was shocked to see her whole leg in a cast and her elbow in bandages.. haiz.. could see that my grandfather was very worried about her.. and my grandmother was kinda being pussed over by him.. its a rare sight considering that my grandfather seldom showed his affection for her in public.. heez.. kinda touched at the sight when he insisted on putting a blanket for her and pouring the cup of water till half full before leaving.. on the other hand, my grandmother was like saying dun wan dun wan cos later very difficult to drink.. but my grandfather ignored her and poured jus that tiny bit more.. and my grandmother continued to protest..haha. later my grandfather drank a slip from the cup to satisfy her.. hee.. so cute... my godmother wanted to pull the curtians so that my grandmother would not be disturbed then she protested that she dun wan.. my grandfather wanted to take a container for her to put her dentures she also dun wan.. hee.. she asked me not to go down again if its late le... say dangerous.. heez.. she is jus like a small child...heez.. but i think my grandmother is worried about her leg as she needs to undergo operation.. but well i think she would be able to walk de, will not be as jia lat as what she thinks bah.. haiz.. haiz.. this month seems so shitty... with lots of things to settle.. haiz.. whats wrong with me? hmmm time to reflect bah? haha.. i guess i need to be alone to straightened out my thinking? hmm.. i am tired of what i am having to go through now.. kerrie, although what you are doing now.. is not right.. but well got to say that you are indeed happy.. i guess all i can say now is good luck and pray that he would be yours only... heez.. better give me all the letters soon..haha..