thankz xiu feng..for your gift..heez.. xie xie

went out with him today..a very last minute thing...actually we also nv really went out bah.. jus that we are both in the same area today.. today i nearly cried the tears of being touched.. many a time, i complained that he doesnt care about me.. giving all the wrong signals, always going an extra mile for others but never me..today i felt that i always wrongly accused him till he was tired of explaining..he booked out at 1230pm and called me..but i did not feel the vibration.. i called back a while later and due to some misunderstanding a few days ago, i blew hot and cold with him..the first thing he asked was wat time would i be free on sunday so that he could celebrate my birthday in advance with me.. i merely told him that i got celebration on..i could sense his confusion as weeks before, he already told me that he is going to celebrate with me le..but due to the misunderstanding, i couldnt be any more bothered..but after hearing him say the things he had done, i felt ashamed of myself once more.. i met him at jurong point after my tuition which ended at 230...from 1230 to 230 he waited for me with his heavy bag, walking the whole of jurong point trying to find the present for me..he told me how he got his pay yesterday and how the first thing he bought with his pay was my present...he told me whatever he thought of buying.. he told me his fear of me not liking the present..he told me how he called up his friends to ask for resturants' recommendation so that he could bring me there on sunday..he told me how he wanted to bring me to ktv on sunday after eating.. i felt touched but its all hidden in my heart... we ate at fish and co today, he also ordered a small ice cream brownie or cake for me..heez.... upon waiting, one waiter came up and asked if we were a couple, i immediately answered NO with too strong a tone.. i looked elsewhere, not daring to see his expression though as much as i wish to know.. tml morning i would be meeting him also to eat tgt..heez.. he would be coming to my party too..although its going to be a while only..but nevertheless, i appreciate whatever he has done..

one small regret though, he told me he couldnt call me on tue night to sing birthday song to me cos he would be going dunno where to dig sth.. =(

went all the way to pasir ris to wish jia wen happy birthday..heez.. hope she like the surprise though..after which i went all the way back to marsiling to celebrate liwen's birthday.. in the midst of getting to her house, i lost my way... i was walking round and round trying to find the landmarks winnie told me and in the end, by luck, i reached the corner of her house... i called liwen then asking her to come fetch me..as i was busy talking to liwen on the phone, i did not prepare myself to see her as i was about to turn into the corner..she appeared suddenly from the shadows and i let out a loud scream!!! scare me sai.. its was kinda dark there among the cars and the stretch of big houses seemed errie with no lights coming from their house.. haha.. we had a good laugh over my scream though..heez.. very tired lex..tml would be a long yet fun day too...hope everything turns out well cos seriously, nothing is being done by me.. i dunno whats to be done and not also..haha nvm.. *excited*