i think there is sth wrong with me.. i bought$20 worth of tidbits.. hmm i dun even know i bought so much ha.. hmm nvm.. shall slowly eat then..heez..

hmm happened to see his blog..hmm haiz.. i dunno what to say or what to think.. in the 4 years that we knew each other, he also doesnt have the habit to forward me email but he did, one week later after that incident..and he forwarded me an sms during angel's bday.. my heart skipped a beat.. it isnt his style or habit to forward sms unless there's an occasion to call for.. hmm ya, i agree with him decisions are hard to make and i do raise my hands and even my legs, if there is a need to, in agreement that he is someone who doesnt like to make decisions... but things are so awkward now.. i dun know how to handle the situation this time round.. its like a cycle we went through previously when we just called everything off.. subconsciously, i find myself thinking about him.. and i tried hard to shut everything off.. maybe numb to everything le..so life is easier now.. =)