hmm shall post another blog before a new week starts.. hmm lets see.. well on friday, someone went too far with his "jokes" and angered me.. its true that i am not a very well tempered person..but i already tolerated.. i really did.. its not funny to impersonate someone who once meant the world to me.. moreover i already warned him off its not funny le.. whats the point of saying sorry when the damage is done? i know i am taking my own sweet time to move on, but hey that doesnt give you the obligations to add salt to the wounds ya.. this time i am really not willing to give in.. to be serious, i am not angry but i just feel i am so tired of trying to be nice.. i just want to be myself.. i just want to be angry when i feel like it, i just want to snarl or bark at people who stepped on my toes.. i am so tired of being considerate when obviously the party doesnt appreciate.. i am tired of being taken for granted.. to prove my point, i just told that friend i would block him online and asked him dun bother to sms me or to call me.. today, he called me and i rejected his call.. i dun wish to take in any more childishness.. from anyone..saturday was supposed to be a shopping spree for darlings and I..however nothing seemed to catch our fancy.. perhaps we have been looking at the usual things too often.. haha..but the catch of the day is we bought bikins..haha.. well.. i dunno why i buy anyway.. a motivation tool for me to slim down maybe?? wish me luck wor..hahaha...
i got into attachment le.. it would start in september, lasting for 6 months.. its at toa payoh man... oh my god..haha.. the main concern would be my students.. i dunno how to cope.. i guess i would be very packed on every single day all the way till school holidays start..seriously i do not really wish to stop my students now as i feel its very irresponsible bah.. its already in july.. but i already did give notice to the parents regarding my attachment.. thankfully they are very understanding people.. i feel so touched and happy..haha.. stress stress.. is that why my pimples are popping out again?? =(
yeah today i went to run with evon.. haha.. i am proud of myself..because i din run for at least half a year le..haha.. i wan jian fei~
