Y Wednesday, August 02, 2006Y
11:21 PM
i should be alright by now.. or rather, i am ok le.. really ok le.. getting on pretty well now.. although there are still times when he flashed across my mind, i guess its inevitable.. but what comforts me is that, he still cares and remembers to a certain extent.. i was kinda caught back when he asked if i permed my hair cos he saw the photo.. i was like thinking " oh so you view my profile too?" ha.. sounds stupid but well i know him.. its nice that he will still sing song to me over the phone.. its nice that he tells me there will be all my favourite food, and the special pineapple rice he asked his mom to prepared..haha not forgetting the button mushrooms..i just feel happy that he still remembers... i feel like a glutton when he seriously asked if i want a slice of chocolate cake.. ha.. like my birthday celebration like that..he happily told me a secret he kept for years.. he never wear a shirt i bought for him once, many years ago.. i was like oh ok..throw away lo..haha.. sometimes, its nice to know that some things don't bother me as much as before le.. and sometimes, its nice to know that, no matter how much i try to run away, how stubborn i am, i still can turn to him, as a very good friend who knows me inside out.. like what he always like to say of me.. that whenever i just blink my eyes, or shake my butt, he will know what i want.. =)
i am glad he still does.. as a friend.. maybe he is still my special friend, tucked neatly away in a special corner of my heart..
