Y Friday, August 18, 2006Y
8:24 PM
my mind was kinda in a whirl and i dont know how to break the news to my friends around me.. but somehow, i felt very relieved and felt loved, supported by my friends who knew about the update.. not a lot of people know, i guess less than 5 people knew abt it? anyway i wasnt really very ready to tell the world.. i was troubled as more than once, i entertained the thought to keep everyone in the dark.. but thankz ah mei..heez.. what you said was right, i should be fair to him.. should be proud of him.. i am proud of him, cos he is very nice.. well but again, peeps, i am scared, i am really scared. of what, you may ask. i cant put my finger to it, but the fear is in me... am i making any sense? haha but these few days, those who knew supported me, blessed me, and they sounded so happy for me.. i felt so loved suddenly.. i am sorry esp to my darlings, sorry for making you girls worried about me for these past two years.. i am just too indulged in my own misery to notice that i am dragging you darlings down.. i am sorry to wendy honey too, who cried with me once tgt on the phone.. haiz.. thankz darlings and my dear friends for always being with me, be it to share my joy or sadness.. i can never thank you people enough..
i love you all... =)
