attended bt's bday celebration last saturday.. its was not as bad i as i pictured.. i do not really know his friends, although there are a few familiar faces.. but i just happily sat in front of the tv and be entertained by the programme.. i was late for an hour and stayed for about another hour before i took to my heels.. it wasnt so what awkward cos most of his friends were hanging outside the flat while i hid in the living room.. later he told his uncle to help us take a photo, i dunno why but i just cant flash my usual big smile.. and i turned out to be pretty ugly..hmmm...haha... like what bt did, i also wish him all the best.. there may be many things he do not know, or which i do not know, but some things are best hidden away for now..

i hope he is coming back soon.. i miss xiao pang... =)