Y Sunday, November 26, 2006Y
11:26 PM
changed my blogskin again. with nothing better to do, i randomly re-read my old posts, only to realised that i have been talking alot about BT.. time really flies.. its been two years since we ended the relationships.. although we are no longer a couple, the past two years, he still celebrated my bday with me, bringing me to dinner.. my heart did not break when i see him with his new gf.. maybe because i am already numb? maybe because he did sth which disgusted me to the core? anyway.. i guess this year would be the last time we would be celebrating birthdays for each other.. why would he need me when he got a new gf.. haha.. i am so tired of thinking.. i so much wished that i could erase everything related to BT.. i wonder why the tears still flow though my heart is numb. should i throw the ring away? should i dispose all the photos too? would he dispose those photo albums of ours?
