i cant say how grateful i am whenever Matthew picked me up for work or fetch me home.. its time saving for me and i really appreciate his extra efforts... sometimes he would ask me to wait a while in the office while he rushed back to fetch me home.. *sweets* and i realised the guys in Ka Shin like to play men roles.. they like to pay.. hmmm.. made me feel very bad.. but i know their thinking is that we do not earn much.. but heys.. i felt bad at times but i really appreciate them for taking such good care of me... *gan dong*

Matthew has always pushed me towards learning driving.. he kept asking when i wan to go down to the centre so he can fix a time to drive me down.. haiz.. instead of him driving me down, i act on impulse and left home to the driving centre after talking to him on phone.. it was still raining man.. haiz.. but well.. i just wan to get it done with.. i wanted to learn driving all along.. its just that i have no motivation? and since now someone is at my back nagging, i must well make use of this chance?hee..

i got to say, its pretty expensive to learn driving.. hmm.. cost a small fortune for the first enrollment.. but well.. nvm... look at the long run bah.. =))

on the way to the driving centre, i cant helped being flooded with memories.. those were the days when i always accompanied BT there for his enrollment, for his driving.. as i walked, i felt extremely lonely. maybe it was the cold from the rain that made me felt emotional, but i felt threatening tears.. i felt so alone, so lonely.. i was there to help him, to be with him, to support him, to encourage him.. where was he? he is now having a good time with his new gf.. =)) no sincere appreciation was being acknowledged when i blissed them.. finally seen his ugly side. it made me taste bitter on the tongue.