when we were young, we often have some kind of expectations about ourselves. for instance, i wan to be like this when i am older or i dun wan to be like when i grow up. just like when xm and I were dining at Thai Express some time ago and the customers from the two consecutive tables complained about trival things. they are rich and hence they put the waitress down. xm was saying she hope she wont be like that in future. well, it is definitely good not to be like them. but again, there are many factors changing us. just like many of us who hate those aunties and uncles or even working adults elbowing their way up the bus or into the sardines-packed trains. just think, when you are desperately late, you will find yourself unconsciously doing what those you-hate-them people be doing - pushing and squashing your way through. human nature? and unknowingly, this would happen to ourselves, not once, not twice but as many times as we are desperately late or not wishing to wait for another bus/train. and a few years down the road, there might be a risk that we become those we-hate-such-people?