its sad that no matter how much he wanted to convince her, no word seemed to come out. not that he dun want, guess he did not know how to convince/reassure. or maybe he felt there was no such need and time would reveal. yet time is short for him. and on the contrary, the short lifespan of his made him a man who loved once and only one.

ok i shall not go on about the story. ha.. oh ya..i should remind myself not to trust gy anymore. we walked home from lot one, talking and laughing over old memories and cold jokes. the rain refrained us from walking to our destination though.. at bpp, we had to take a cab.. then somehow gy asked wanna walked home and alight tgt at xm's place. somehow i went along. and somehow, the moment we stepped out of the cab, the rain got HEAVY. and somehow, he managed to bring me to the route which he claimed was sheltered. but it turned out, he cannot be trusted. the route i intended to go was sheltered lohz. haha.. remind me not to trust him anymore..haha..

today as i was watching tv at home, i suddenly look forward to cny..all the commerical and programmes lined up for the eve of cny made me excited again!! oh yesh!! hee.. but i haven buy my cny clothes.. =(