dunno why but my hands just started to pack one of the drawers with overflowing letters.. old letters and new letters.. as old as letters received during my primary school days.. i threw them all as those friends were no longer in contact and no point in keeping.. as i was happily throwing, i realised i still could remember their handwritings and could recognise the address.. happily throw till i felt one thick envelope... for one second, i was unprepared. it took me a moment to register it was the photos i hid.. me and him. i stared blankly at them. really.. he seemed like another person now..but well.. =)

I finally started throwing small gifts from him away.. but majority of them remained in the house - for dust collecting. purely.