went shopping for a while.. happy happy with my fruitful trip.. but gosh i think there is sth wrong with my stomach.. most prob my gastric acting up again? haiz.. yesh yesh yesh i know i should have a balance diet and regular meals.. i am trying.. but sometimes my schedule doesnt permit me to do what i should do..at times i feel so hungry i could eat a cow.. and at times i just eat a bit and i am full..but very soon i will feel hungry again.. i feel so bloated.. so much gas in my stomach.. the doc always say i got a lot of "wind".. i know.. but whats the solution? he din say also..

fear crept in once again.. i dunno why.. maybe its cos of what happened recently and the thoughts of what i went thru.. anyway i hope i wont be paranoid and ever accusing..