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Y Sunday, May 06, 2007Y
3:01 AM
What a dream i had..woke me up in the middle of the night.. but i am glad i woke up anyway.. cant stand to witness that dream anymore.. saw 2 missed calls.. one from daddy and one from alex.. speaking of alex, he is my primary school friend.. one primary school friend who will still initiate to call me.. there used to be another guy who always calls me too.. but sad to say, some certain things really make a person change.. so less contact or totally no contact.. maybe he has changed or maybe he is really very busy..but well, i dunno.. just feel kinda sad.. but nevertheless, some friends are just like that, changing slowly over the time and finally we just have to say good bye.. that primary school friend isnt the first..

i have been feeling very stressed up lately due to my students' exams.. like daddy commented, how come i am feeling stress when they are the ones taking the exams.. well maybe i could see the wrong behaviour and attitude in them and the stress given by some demanding parents.. i have been v mean to daddy these few days.. picking a quarrel over peanuts, scolding him over trivial things, accusing him of this and that when i over-read certain things, giving him attitude whenever the dark mood just sets in... and him on the other hand, try to cool the situation with his jokes.. oh may i add, his jokes are always freshly out of the freezer? freezing cold.. and once the cold joke backfired... wahahaha.. anyway daddy, thank you for your patience.. and pls dun try to kiss my ass although i keep asking you to talk to my ass or to kiss my ass ok..haha..

high chance that i will be joining in for the family dinner..well i gotta face up to them sooner or later.. so i decided must well make it sooner.. and well christine also did comment that i should learn to open up and not hide in my comfort zone, not talking and expecting people to understand the fact that i am someone who can keep my mouth shut for long period.. well..*pray* that everything would go ok that day.. daddy's eldest sis is cute.. she asked daddy for my age and date of birth so that she could go and buy 4D..haha..

maybe its still the honeymoon stage, but i really felt very blessed with daddy..heez.. really feel xin fu now.. =)

ann and evon, yeah happy for you girls that your exams are finaLLyyyYYyyy oVerrrRRrr!!! horray!! lets meet up before 11th of may? before xin mei flies off? lets meet for a meal and ktv or shopping bah.. heez..