i know he is tired.. its very obvious to see that.. its not his fault that he is so busy at work recently and thus falling asleep once his head hits the pillow.. my heart aches to see him so tired, earning money for his family, for me, for our future .. and i on the hand, asking for more of his attention. but its neither my fault that i am feeling neglected.. i tried to play my part as a good gf too.. but sometimes its really very disappointing that i waited happily for him to end work, wanting to spend some nice evening with him when the sleep devil ruins my plan.. its not his fault cos he never ever intends to upset me on purpose but its not my fault either.. i dun sms him unnecessarily or rather i would sms him only during his lunch break. i would cut short the conversation, limiting to only one or two sms-es. at most 4 when we discuss sth? he would give me a sms the very next day during his lunchtime when knowing the previous day i am upset. its pretty obvious its fu yan (cos it only lasted for one day) but it never fail to lift the corners of my mouth into a curve and i appreciate him for that in my heart.. but i am still very disappointed that friday is again not a night well spent with my bf..after all the waiting...haiz..