Y Tuesday, July 24, 2007Y
10:25 PM
its been so many years.. at least 6 years.. i dun like it here at all. there isnt any warm feeling..on the surface it looks ok. i count my blessing for the proper bonding with no other parties intruding. i thank all the factors that we managed to survive any negative tides, e.g financially. but its very obvious from young, your are biased. at the age of 12, i have to do the things that they at the age of 18 and 19 dun have to do at all. we do the same things, but the treatment is different. you call the shots, not asking if i want it. you grumble about the bags stuffed in the cupboard, or lying on the floor, but u did not hestitate to pull out all just to find one suitable one for your call and not mentioning, expecting me to put all back. your so call cleaning is to conveniently sweep everything into one plastic bag. whatsmore its those one i hate. inevitably, my small sized things are misplaced here and there as a result of your smart alec move. if you really intend to do sth, you would do it. dun blame all the shit on me. just bcos they have louder voices than you, you tone down. if you wan to play in such a manner, i am game. 6 years of shit, 6 years of tolerance is enough. its not my nest. its just a place to put my things. just a place to tide over the night. i cant wait to get my feet out of the gate because thats when i taste real freedom. i can give up my shopping in exchange for my rightly freedom. fuck your fucking attitude..all the negative feelings were created by you yourself. even as young as p2. i wont forget what that girl said. i wont forget what u did in the lift. i should have reported you. you failed miserably.
