Y Monday, November 26, 2007Y
10:40 PM
The recent unfortunate incident jolted my memories back to that fateful year. On the screen of the TV, what i saw was not what was being aired. Instead, I saw what we went through back for that two agonizing weeks during the search. It has been four years but the memories are still being kept close at the bay of our hearts. We minimized bringing her up, not because we have forgotten her, but for the fear of hearing the hearts break once more. All the missing and tears are to each's privacy.Sometimes, i wonder, where is she? In small corner of my heart, i told myself maybe she is still alive afterall but just that she has lost her memory and is living in some village. I mean, afterall, i have actually seen people who look like her on the streets. And it involuntarily leads to staring.
i miss you.. and our dreams are still unfulfilled..
