Where there is great love there are always miracles

Y Thursday, February 21, 2008Y

1:56 PM

Bias. Thats what i can say. I have class. He has class. But he doesnt! In fact, he woke up early to go out on a boat. Oh, so he has a penis. So that's what makes him outstanding? That's why he has the priviledge to have undisturbed sleep all the way into late afternoon? That's why an sms has to be sent to him when he is right in the house sleeping? Oh, did i mention that the sms was being sent from my room to his room, which is just approximately three steps away?

I merely wanted to voice out all my unhappiness but never did i expect it would turn out that ugly. Shocked. Irate. Anything. Whatever. Tired.

In fact, I dont like this home. Its not a home. The moment i stepped in, I would be pounced on to answer this and that. Can't i just enjoy my bowl of noodles? Hehs, so i am the only educated in the house? Hehs, just cos i dun have a penis, so its my destiny to support myself once i stepped out of college and to work and study? Oh so they have penises, so they can still stretch out their hands for money even at the age of 20. Even when he is working?! Oh so they have penis, so they are allowed to raise their voices and to show impatience and get away with it.

I cant find any peace in me once i am at home.I only laugh heartily, smile from the bottom of my heart when my time is spent with my bf and the usual hangouts. Otherwise, you will find me splurging or eating and eating. I need a getaway. =(

真的很累
真的很不开心