checked out the available sources and the prices. i never knew a simple affair to mark another significant chapter would cost such a bomb. my jaws simply dropped. but nevertheless, i guess, i will try to minimise everything and try to save as much as i could in these couple of months. and those are the people that i really love them to come, to witness, although it seemed to kua zhang... my darling, my hao peng you, my buddy, my usual angels..

loving someone isnt telling him/her verbally. it's allowing room in your physical and emotion space for that special someone. i once read an article from CLEO. the gf wanted a tiny pink corner in her bf's room. the bf rejected again and again. it was only until they broke up did the bf realise that the gf did not really want that pink corner, she only wanted to know that she is impt enuff to him such that he is able to make allowance for her, by giving a small corner that is pink to the gf, to show that she is impt to him, physically and emotionally. and i showed that pink article to my bf, constantly reminding him of this example to have my way. haha and now, the strictly-no-food-in-my-room rule has compromised. he has stock up drinks and food in a small corner of his room so that i can eat and drink anytime should the need arise. this is love. action speaks louder than words ya. =)

sigh, back to poa. =(

p.s xm : i wan mj!!!