Y Saturday, December 27, 2008Y 
 9:23 PM

 
never ever tot that i would encounter such a person.. i dunno if you are really happy go lucky but what i know is, you are downright selfish. fucking selfish. of your own mistake, i dunno how many people have you dragged down. time and time you tried to hit on our place. oh come on. i am only 23.. maybe 24 soon but so WHAT? i still can choose, if i wan to. if you wan your beloved brother to suffer, so be it. utimately, i never and will continue to disregard what people say/see me. this is the last time i allow him to help you. after that, its either me or you. i dun care if war breaks out. i never allow myself to suffer for someone i blacklist. for him, out of love, i allow this to take place. for the last time. save your money for yourself. i shall see how long the profits last.  and fyi, i can afford the things i WANT/NEED. i wld never ever need ur second hand things. get the fact right. cos first i am me and second you are so so so so blacklisted.
 and people, get this right, i am only married to him alone. not you people. dun expect me to wait on you or to listen to ur unreasonables. dream on. 
 gosh! iNg is so suffering..