
Just turned 24 a few days ago.. it was a peaceful birthday.. peaceful meaning to say, no BIG surprises from d@ddy, no presents from him either. And he is the FIRST to break the records. My first bday with him as husband and wife is so dull. So meaningless. So sad. Post bday flowers and post presents (if there ever will be…) well, kinda disappointed and sad.. not kinda sad but very sad.. well cos.. I am used to my bfs making it special? Like my 19th bday bt planned?
Speaking of BT.. received an sms from him. Last year I received a bday card from him. Tore it and informed him I have moved. Crap.
I am tired. If I can choose again, maybe.. I will walk another path.